I just wanted to thank everyone for the advice you all generously gave me. I was really frustrated and I am going to try to resolve and patch up my differences with my siblings. I didn't like the feeling of losing my family, but things will get better. All we have is the future and I am looking forward to that.
I also wanted to tell all my friends and family, well those of you that don't know yet that I won a free 18 month membership to Anytime Fitness and I also won a free trainer for those 18 months. So I am very excited to get rid of the extra poundage I have put on over these past years. You all thought I was going to tell you I was pregnant, didn't you? Haa haa! I'm not....yet anyways. We are trying though. :-)
Take care everybody! I love you all!